NEW: 133 Shepherds - Generating Civilization Upgraders

A Dedicated 6-Month Online Coaching Program
for Aspiring Leaders & Civilization Upgraders

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I am no longer teaching weekly sessions publicly. I will be greatly reducing or eliminating my pre-planned public retreats. I will be less accessible on Facebook etc.

Going forward, I will focus on those who either want full Self-Realization, AND/OR are looking to become civilization upgraders and believe in the potential of an 'Enlightened Civilization by 2035, ready for interstellar absorption' with all of their hearts. 

For the next six months I will focus my teachings and personal attention almost exclusively on taking 133 highly committed and already adept students into the next phase of their journey: to become Leaders and Civilization Upgraders who have penetrated into Shepherding-Consciousness, and potentially Mirror-Consciousness (all terms explained further down).

The spiritual journey is only personal and individual for so long. Arguably, at a certain stage it becomes necessary to become more than just a person and to embrace other-selves as one’s very own self in order to make further quantum leaps in one’s ascension.

When an entity reaches this major turning point in their spiritual life, where they attain a high enough maturity and purity level to deeply desire to be of service in a powerful way, they suddenly have to deal with unique challenges and opportunities that they did not have to deal with when their journey was mostly personal and individual.


Not many manage to make this leap successfully, as the gravitational pull of their personal conditioning when not exposed to clear and consistent guidance regarding the next phase, is often simply too attractive. This is, on one level, unfortunate as this is exactly what this world and spirituality at large needs right now, in my opinion.

To be frank, I do not enjoy working, living or interacting with people who live predominantly for themselves. I want to work with those who live for the whole and are not afraid to take risks and devote themselves to something more than just their own circumstances. I now feel they deserve my personal attention the most, because they will make the biggest difference to the whole.

It's no longer a good use of my personal time to wait for those not yet willing. They can repeat until they are ready for the next phase.

I want to inspire and guide those who are currently at this threshold of going from identifying oneself as an individual person, to desiring deeply to be an embodiment of truth for others or—in the rare case of a Mirror Being—for the entire collective.

These are not easy tasks, I’ll tell ya. They require proper guidance (or an exceptionally driven innate talent and a thin veil) in order to be navigated positively and mastered.

It’s all too easy to get lost when you find yourself at this delicate threshold between the personal and the impersonal life, and you can waste decades not knowing clearly how to proceed or who you are to become at this stage of your journey.

If you are at this threshold, if you recognize/resonate with these words and if you wish to accelerate that much more, this program will prove to be invaluable to the rest of your life.

I haven’t found anything out there offering this perspective thoroughly, and it is highly needed at this time when many souls are waking up to their potential and wondering about their truest their reason for being here. 


Many of you feel this calling instinctively, but your environment has not provided you with the proper tools and understandings for you to successfully deal with the challenge of bridging old and future worlds, personal and impersonal—both inwardly and externally—while potentially balancing a private and public life as well.

3 States of Consciousness
& 2 Levels of Leadership

Definitions used (and explained):

1) Person-consciousness
2) Shepherding-Consciousness
3) Mirror Being

1: Leaders
2: Civilization Upgraders



1) Person-consciousness describes the state of an entity who is identified with—and lives primarily for the sake of benefitting—their own body, mind, emotions and immediate circumstances. Sometimes they focus on the Spirit aspect of their being, but it is inevitably focused on as something that could benefit the self, rather than the whole, in this state of consciousness.

This is the state of your ‘average Joe’—Even that of most spiritual seekers. No offense. This is the state from which most of us begin the spiritual journey.

2) Shepherding-Consciousness describes the state of an entity who is identified with—and lives primarily for the sake of benefitting—the body, mind, spirit and circumstances of other-selves. Their devotion includes taking care of their own mind/body/spirit and circumstances, but a Shepherd sees their own perceived needs as equal to that of others, rather than seeing them as more important than the needs of others.

Even though the Shepherd sees all needs as equally valid, he/she has attained a level of energetic self-sufficiency and empowerment that allows him/her to give and radiate much more than he/she believes he/she needs to take or receive. In fact, the mature or advanced Shepherd realizes that, in truth, there is no taking or receiving; there is only what one gives and radiates to one’s own experience.

A Shepherd is one who has become the vision for the benefit of all.

One who has attained Shepherding-Consciousness sees his/her mental, emotional and physical bodies and their functions, time, energy, gifts and challenges not as personal, but as vehicles, and as a means to accelerate the grounding of our collective’s secret hope for an incredible future.

A Shepherd successfully contributes to the upgrading of this civilization simply as an effect of their spiritual attainment—their radiance. Their devotion and purity of intent for service-to-others gives off a frequency that already raises the vibration of the collective, even before any physical action has been undertaken.


3) Mirror-Consciousness describes the statelessness of the Mirror Being; an entity who is no longer identified with anything in particular, and as such, lives primarily for the sake of benefitting and mirroring the collective as a whole. Reflecting the whole, while in this state, is automatic.

To look at someone established in the Mirror-Being 'state' is the same as looking into a mirror that is reflecting yourself and the collective of this planet. There is no ‘them.’ A mirror has no image of its own.

Mirror-Consciousness is the state of the Sage. One who has penetrated beyond The Great Illusion of Creation. This is the highest state of being of service. A Mirror still has access to the vision that benefits all, but has also transcended being identified with it.

A Mirror Being has penetrated into the Absolute-beyond-Consciousness, or at the very least, is inundated to a high extent with an awareness of itself as the eternal and formless non-dual Love-Isness-Awareness. It sees this illusion as empty of inherent existence. The Mirror Being no longer feels that objects truly exist as independent things; even whilst seemingly interacting with them from a place of service to the whole.


The Matrix Analogy

An analogy for Mirror-Consciousness is like Neo in the Matrix having penetrated beyond the illusion, fully unplugged from it, realizing the Matrix is just a program, but is still able to re-enter this illusion and operate beneficially for the evolution of those whose consciousness is still plugged into the Matrix.

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Where the Shepherd has learned about the Matrix not being real by hearing about it from others and developing an intuitive sense of that truth and acts according to this knowledge to benefit others, the Mirror Being has actually been unplugged from the Matrix, knows what it's like to exist entirely apart from it, and yet allow for its vehicles to participate in it.

Person-consciousness is oblivious to the nature of this illusion and the extent to which they are controlled by it; they operate much like a slave to the system. I say this with compassion.

Intelligent Infinity Operating Through a Body/Mind/Spirit

The Mirror Being has, in this unplugging process, transmuted their body/mind/spirit to become entirely reflective of the collective consciousness of humanity when it is interacting with the Illusion, while simultaneously being a receiver of the Universal/Cosmic agenda as it meets Earth as well.

A Mirror Being is essentially Intelligent Infinity operating through a single mind/body/spirit complex while incarnate on Earth, unobstructed by personal bias and motivation.

One who is predominantly anchored in the statelessness of Mirror-Consciousness (unless living reclusively) will be a living paradox, a shock to the established system, and impossible to understand to those who still live predominantly as individuals or beginning shepherds.

Living life as a Mirror Being is the most challenging-yet-effortless, dangerous-yet-safest, confrontational-yet-loving, confident-yet-humble, rebellious-yet-surrendered way to utilize one’s body/mind/spirit.

A Mirror Being knows itself as that which transcends the mind/body/spirit complex, and thus can choose to organize and offer up its mind/body/spirit complex as a pure vessel for the Creator’s Infinite Non-Dual Intelligence and Love to pass through freely into the illusion of duality and polarity, while never actually becoming a part of it.

The Mirror Being functions to this world like an open window functions to the air inside a room. The Mirror Being IS a living tear in the fabric of this illusory matrix; a reminder of something absolute, transcendental, singular, infinite and all-encompassing.

Although a Mirror Being IS the resolve of any paradox; to those still plugged into the matrix of the collective mind they will appear as an absolute paradox; a walking contradiction. This is inevitable. Only a person-consciousness can 'fit into this world' without drawing attention to itself.


A Shepherd is a Mirror Being In Progress

Shepherding-Consciousness is the state we pass through on our way to Mirror-Consciousness. It is the test we need to complete. A Shepherd is an aspiring Mirror, and emulates some of the qualities of a Mirror, but it still has the distortion of an individuated sense of self that almost always inevitably interferes with the purity of the mirroring process.

A Shepherd is a distorted mirror, like one of those funny, wobbly mirrors you find at a circus. You can see yourself in them, but the reflections offered back to you are still somewhat biased. To what degree they are biased depends entirely on the maturity and emptiness-of-self attained by the Shepherd.

Nevertheless, a Shepherd is true enough to be fit for service and can make a real difference in this world both on the inner and outer planes. It is the purity of the Shepherd's intention that makes him fit to begin his journey into becoming a Civilization Upgrader.

Through practice and dedication to the highest truth, and through demonstrating relentless purity in service-to-others, the Shepherd gradually sheds its biases and fears and enhances its capacity to mirror without distortion, thus familiarizing itself in the process with the stateless state of a Mirror Being.

A Shepherd is a Mirror Being in progress.

From The Law of One:

Ra: I am Ra. The heart of the discipline of the personality is threefold.
One, know yourself.
Two, accept yourself.
Three, become the Creator.

The third step is that step which, when accomplished, renders one the most humble servant of all, transparent in personality and completely able to know and accept other-selves.

In relation to the pursuit of the magical working the continuing discipline of the personality involves the adept in knowing itself, accepting itself, and thus clearing the path towards the great indigo gateway to the Creator.

To become the Creator is to become all that there is. There is then no personality in the sense with which the adept begins its learn/teaching. As the consciousness of the indigo ray becomes more crystalline, more work may be done; more may be expressed from intelligent infinity.



Leaders and Civilization Upgraders are both beings who have decided to be unafraid to use their personal lives to stick their heads out above the crowd, in order to be an example of something that inspires the crowd to think, act and be in new, different and harmonious ways.

Of these two:

Leaders could generally be said to pertain to a particular niche, say, as part of a company or field of expertise within which they shine and innovate. Leaders do not necessarily have to go beyond person-consciousness and don’t need to sacrifice a whole lot of their personal lives in order to serve as an example in their field.

Leaders can live quite ordinary lives and don’t have to be living paradoxes to those around them. Leaders can keep the same friends they had in high school and stay really close with them, for example, without too much difficulty :-). Shepherds and Mirrors will find this increasingly more difficult to maintain, since in their sacrifice of a personal self, they become more paradoxical as they start mirroring more purely.

Misunderstanding by loved ones and the world at large is one of the main catalysts that helps point out to the aspiring Shepherd where he/she still holds on to the idea of a personal self. Seeing this offers the seeker the opportunity to further purify its intentions, its emptiness-of-self, and its mirroring capacity.

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Civilization Upgraders (CUs) are next-level leaders who have penetrated into Shepherding-Consciousness, and potentially Mirror-Consciousness. They have transcended being identified with just their own body/mind/spirit complex. To them, this incarnation is a play, a game, a school—their incarnation is understood by themselves to be a tool which serves a greater purpose.

A Civilization Upgrader sees no greater purpose in life but to be of service as purely as he/she can and to learn as much as he/she can.

The fundamental shift in perspective from seeing life as something that’s for your comfort and safety, or something to 'consume', to seeing life as an adventurous, once-in-a-lifetime ;-) school of learning and service-to-others—where one radiates a specific message and vibration—is necessary in order to begin your journey into being a CU.

CUs live only to embody and express this higher purpose; not to sustain or secure a comfortable personal, emotional, relational, financial or physical life—although they don’t resist comfort and stability either, as long as it's in alignment with their service.

In fact, they embrace abundance and comfort in playful, powerful and skillful ways that help them increase their capacity to serve. But comfort is simply not their focus or aim, as it automatically is in the state of person-consciousness.

True altruism is nearly impossible from the state of person-consciousness.

There is just too much personal perspective (bias) surrounding the energetic field of a person-consciousness for them to see and hear clearly, and to operate in service to others based on higher, non-linear truths and understandings. They may have conceptual understandings, but they cannot yet grok the paradox and depth of true transpersonal devotion and service.

How can you tell if someone is limited to mostly conceptual understandings and the state of person-consciousness? The degree to which they cannot yet grok paradox and parallel realities is usually the degree to which they are still identified as a person.

A person sees linearly and singularly; they will mistaken the mirror's paradox for double standards, and the shepherds ability to perceive parallel realities as delusion, since the person will always try to fit multiple dimensions into its one-dimensional way of knowing objects and relationships. 


CUs often lead in more than one field. 

They lead not just as a person, but by embodying something truly transpersonal, extraordinarily pure, and futuristic (and simultaneously ancient, original and timeless) in everything they are, do and represent.

Their services generally cover more than one niche simply by virtue of their uncontainable brightness and desire to be of service to an Awakened and Upgraded Civilization.

Primary Intention: To Make A Positive Difference

Whereas Leaders may limit the amount of risk they take to a fairly small and comfortable circle—because they still value comfort and certainty over radical benefit for all—CUs on the other hand, are not afraid to play big. They realize they did not come here to be comfortable and secure with their physical body or their personal emotions. They came here to make a difference for the whole (including themselves), not just to benefit themselves.

Making a difference is what CU's live for. That’s why they are sometimes perceived as "dangerous" by the status quo (which is simply a group of persons); CUs cannot be controlled, and although CUs are the best thing to ever happen to a civilization, they are often confronted with opposition, fear and destruction.

Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They’re not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can’t do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.
— Rob Siltanen (in collaboration with Steve Jobs for apple's comeback ad campaign)

If you look at our history, it’s never been those aligned with the status quo who did something truly impactful for the collective and future generations.

This does not make them unworthy or less valid beings, not at all, but there is a reason you don't know anything about that one average joe from 200 years ago; they did not make a noticeable difference to the collective, which again is totally OK but worth observing so we can reflect on who it is we want to be and what we wish to contribute to this world.

WHY did we incarnate?

It has always been those willing to stick their heads out above the crowd and inspire something ahead of its time—whether spiritual, social, technical or material in nature—that have made a noticeable difference which upgraded the civilization. 

The CUs of the past have often been killed or prevented from doing their work by the very people who, years or generations later, benefited deeply from their actions.

My message to you today is this:
Anybody with an aligned will, endless dedication to make a difference and a deep transpersonal understanding of themselves can become a Civilization Upgrader.


The Actual '133 Shepherds' Program: 

The spiritual intention behind the 133 Shepherds - Generating Civilization Upgraders program is to liberate people from the inevitably sheep-like state of person-consciousness, and turn them into true Shepherds—and in rare cases—Mirror Beings.

Its intention also is to give those born with intense seeking for truth and service-to-others an experiential home in the form of a teaching and community with which to associate, which to empower and be empowered by; a school to GREATLY accelerate their understanding of themselves and the utilization of WHY they came here.

On a more practical and worldly note, the goal of this program is to create powerful Leaders and Civilization Upgraders who are unafraid enough to be of service to humanity and accelerate its awakening, advancement, innovation, equality and harmonization so that all may benefit from our efforts and undying passion.

Remember, our mission is a Happy Civilization (by 2035 is what we are aiming for). In order to accomplish this, we need powerful and truly capable Shepherds to rise to the occasion, embrace their reason for being here, and spread their wings fearlessly.

The 133 Shepherds program will provide the tools, inspiration and examples needed for anyone to achieve this for themselves; much quicker and with much less confusion and postponement.

This Program is Why I Am Here

I have never believed in anything I have created as much as I believe in the potency of this program.

This is because this aligns completely with my own reason for being here (to remind wanderers of who they are and train them into powerful Shepherds and Civilization Upgraders) as such I can back this program up with my entire existence and put everything I am and have experienced into it. 

I can be 100% direct and expect to teach at a high level with those who are willing to participate in this program.


If you want to be part of the 133 Shepherds program and be personally guided by me and some guest speakers for the period of half a year... if you wish to find support in a profoundly committed community of other aspiring Shepherds, and if you are truly committed and already well-practiced in a lot of my work, then please read on to find out more about the program.

There are two levels (tiers) of participation.

What Does Each TIER Include?

In a nutshell, a Civilization Upgrader Seat (TIER 1) makes you one of 133 participants to work closely with me directly over the course of half a year, to make unparalleled progress, and to entirely shift your sense of self.

The Leader Seat (TIER 2) lacks the same level of my personal attention and interaction, but gives you access to 90% of the same content. Tier two learns on its own, as a result of other examples and with the help of an exclusive community.

TIER 1 learns directly with me.
TIER 2 learns from me (and from the TIER 1 participants' examples).

Both require commitment. Both will blow your mind. Both will upgrade you and then encourage you to 'get out there' and upgrade this civilization.

Both will reach heights impossible to attain during a single retreat. This is why I am so excited about the power in this program; I believe it will make the biggest difference in your lives I've ever been able to contribute to, and consequently every life you touch.

For both TIERS, I guarantee the following:

I guarantee you profound results and a currently unimaginable leap in your embodiment of Wisdom and Love in these 6 months. I recommend TIER 2 for practically everyone.

I guarantee that you will not recognize yourself as you are today, looking back 182 days from the start of the program.

I guarantee that you will have permanently altered who you are and you would not want it any other way, and if you do want it another way, you have all the tools you need to generate another 'you' entirely from scratch.

Remember: This is for those who really feel excited about living a transpersonal life of pure dedication to something higher and bigger than just a personal life of comfort and security. This is not for everyone. At least not directly.

This is for those who know in their gut they have what it takes to participate fully aligned.


TIER 1 - Full Participation Seat (open for applicants now!)

  • Exclusive FaceBook (FB) group which Bentinho monitors almost daily for questions that he will answer either directly as a comment, or later that week in his weekly video.

  • Personal Attention: This level of personal attention ensures that Bentinho will get to know each participant in this group personally, as the course progresses, and can enhance the course to further your progress most efficiently.

  • Weekly LIVE video session of 1 to 2 hours in the FB group, where Bentinho will answer some of the key trends, challenges and questions he has witnessed that week among the 133 Shepherds participants. If there is time left, he will allow fresh questions to be asked during this Live video as well.

  • Once per month, a day-long online seminar (4 to 6 hours) will be held on a Saturday or Sunday—scheduled at least two weeks in advance.

  • If you cannot make it live to these weekly or monthly sessions, don’t worry! You will have immediate access to the recordings as part of this program.

  • Bonus sessions featuring guest speakers on certain niche-topics. Example: Jocelyn Daher on women’s empowerment, or Anurag Gupta on starting an aligned business.

  • Certificate of completion as one of the 133 Original Shepherds, mailed to you at the end of the program.

  • Optional: Sometime in 2018, at least one, but possibly two, in-person gatherings will be scheduled at a nice location, which you can attend free of tuition. You will have to arrange for your own flights and accommodation, but there won’t be any charge for Bentinho’s time or sessions. During this gathering, the 133 Shepherds will come together to get to know each other in-person, co-create, and share their progress/process. We will also have some informal guided meditations and spontaneous Q&A sessions with Bentinho.

  • Bonus: 1 year free membership to

TIER 2 - Content/Spectator/Receiver Seat (get on the waiting list)

  • Exclusive FB group (different from the TIER 1 FB group) which Bentinho will NOT be monitoring for questions.

  • 2 to 4 weeks after the monthly weekend seminar takes place, this group will receive the recording of that session. As such, there is no live participation or interaction with Bentinho or other participants, but you will have access to all the content.

  • 2 to 4 weeks after the weekly live session takes place in the TIER 1 FB group, the TIER 2 FB group will have access to that video’s recording.

  • Bonus: 1 year free membership to


Prices - Two Types of Seats

TIER 1 is re-opened for applications now.

140 applications have already been received, but so far only 40% of received applications gets approved for TIER 1. The upcoming TIER 2 applications will be accepted much more easily.

TIER 1 - Civilization Upgrader Seat (Limited to only 133 seats!)

  • $1200 per month

  • Discount Deal #1 - $6500 up-front, covering all 6 months ($700 discount!)

  • Discount Deal #2 - Pay $6000 in Bitcoin up-front, covering all 6 months ($1200 discount!!)

Fit for duty? Send an email to stating that you are interested in applying for a TIER 1 Civilization Upgrader’s Seat. We will then contact you with the application.

NOTE: Not all who apply for a Civilization Upgrader Seat (TIER 1) will be approved! Each person is personally reviewed for competency. TIER 2 participants still go through a review process but admission is much more welcoming.

TIER 2 - Leader Seat (Limited to 366 seats at launch)

  • $490 per month

  • Discount Deal #1 - $2690 up-front, covering all 6 months ($250 discount!)

  • Discount Deal #2 - $2500 in Bitcoin up-front, covering all 6 months ($440 discount!)

TIER 2 is not yet open for official applications. To be put on the waiting list, click the link below and we will send you an email when the official application opens in 2 to 4 weeks.

Join the TIER 2 Waiting List!

Schedule - When does this program begin?

The schedule is not entirely solidified yet, but will include the following:

  1. Once Per Month: Daylong Online Retreat (4 to 6 hours) with Bentinho for TIER 1 participants. This will be hosted Live using ZOOM. Includes Q&A. Sometimes this daylong session may become a two-day (online) retreat! These sessions will be scheduled at least 2 weeks ahead of time.

  2. Once Per Week (or more): Weekly live videos within the exclusive TIER 1 FB Group. Here, Bentinho will answer some of the main questions he selects from the Facebook group’s comments and posts from that week. This will be followed by the opportunity to ask fresh questions during the live video.

The TIER 1 - Kick-Off Full Day (5 hour) Online Retreat is currently scheduled for March 23rd or 24th. However, you will have access to the TIER 1 private FB group upon receipt of your deposit, so you can begin interacting with other participants right away!


Send an email to as soon as possible stating that you are interested in obtaining a TIER 1 - Civilization Upgrader Seat.


Tier 2 will open its doors in about 2-4 weeks. We first wish to focus on reviewing the TIER 1 participants and setting them up for the course. 

Get on the TIER 2 waiting list and you'll be the first to receive an email from us when the TIER 2 doors open!

Join the TIER 2 Waiting List!


2018 = Boss Year: May you accomplish everything you've always wanted to accomplish

At exactly midnight, new Year Eve, the first second of 2018, the word "Boss Year" came through. "2018 is gonna be Boss Year." I chuckled but I felt the vibration behind it as being what mattered. So I repeated it several times to anchor it in. 2018 is going to be Boss Year.

I sounded like an idiot but the empowerment it offered to my vehicles so that they can be of even greater service was somehow palpable and useful for something to align more fully. Like an adjustment of the channels; like an empowering mantra that reshapes the energetic and physical illusions in a certain way. Some words just hit the right spot at the right time to change certain vibrational equations in our field, which can have massive results on a relative level.

Try it on. Maybe it works for you as well. See if you can feel it in your bones while you speak it. 2018 is going to be Boss Year! :D

Quick update

The amount of 'work' I'm getting done since no longer living a domestic, local, routine life is insane.

Coming out of an intensely demanding time with lots of energetics moving through my vehicles, clearing me out, churning my guts, and transmuting massive loads of negativity into Gold... I'm now, like after a good purge, naturally so high and in flow with all my vehicles (bodies) that I'm oblivious to my physical body (in a really good way) during pretty much my entire waking time.

It's just typing away, hardly needs/wants food (1 delicious meal a day for fun and mental nourishment more than physical) and moving from productive dialogue to productive request to productive offer to productive inspiration to productive manifestation.

While I'm wide awake, rested in the bridge between my lower bodies and my Absolute Self, my vehicles are in constant flow/channeling/mirroring mode within this Illusion. There is no thought or doubt about anything. No stopping to think about things. Why would I? All flows with infinite intelligence, why interrupt infinite intelligence in flow? Interrupting or doubting God's flow is called ego.

Faith/Let Go is the dissolution of ego and initiates the merger with God. Then, this does not mean you won't do anything per se, for it may then request of your bodies to become an example and a vessel for a message. You become an expression of something true. God's perfect timing and intelligence and balancing capacities then speaks through your bodies. It is the Whole acting through a part. This can only be done when the person surrenders its sense of self.


There's no person here to argue with this high-octane flow of constant output and inward bliss. My body is in a heightened state. Like being plugged in to a higher-dimensional electricity grid. Like a tool used by some other force. It's being carried. It's feeling weightless. It's like being in the channeling state that channels enter into, except being in it pretty much 24/7 in whatever 'I' does.

Finally getting stuff done physically almost as quickly as the deeper blueprints responsible for 'my' incarnation would like to get done energetically/inspirationally. Not quite as fast yet of course, how could it (non-physical planes operate much more instantly than physical execution) but the execution part is getting faster as the body is becoming a ridiculously efficient, productive machine for the benefit of all.

Over the years my bodies have been reshaped, restructured, optimized, re-aligned and recrystallized by the Infinite One, to be able to support more voltage in coming through with less distortion, and with greater output both energetically, mentally and physically.

And it's all I want to do. No distractions, no Wholefoods trips, no Sedona hikes, no meeting with people, no occasional cigars (for now :-)), no occasional whiskey (for now :-)), no discussions (for ever I hope ;-) )... Just pure creation happening effortlessly all the fucking time right in front of my eyes, hardly real at all... like a lucid dream with no substance but Love, Light, Bliss and Pure Beyondness pouring in.

Nothing else seems interesting except living a free, epic, adventurous life, producing beneficial content and reflections while being in constant flow state, with an awakeness within that which transcends the flow state at the same time.

The moments when I'm not producing physically I don't need to hold the position of being a bridge/channel in order for my individuated bodies to produce the content channeled from the Higher Bodies connected to the Collective's Blueprint for Change. Hence, this 'break' from 'work' allows me to sink my consciousness completely into one direction, rather than one eye in, one eye out. What results is a profound bliss and dissolution.

You can equate this to some extent to a physical body after a day of hard work in the field coming home and taking a shower, or a bath, or getting a massage and gulping on coconut water. 

Except I do this non-physically more so than physically: I tune all my bodies back into God. A Oneness with God ensues, where even the conscious mind is completely absorbed as THAT as well, and all sense of space, time, location and limitation disappear even more than it is already subdued in the heightened flow state I'm in when productive. Now only God Is.

Only Love-Isness-Light-Freedom-Formless-Nondual-Awareness remains, and an Infinite Absolute Reality upon which this Infinite Awareness rests is sensed deeply. This is Bliss. Peace. Redemption. The Ultimate Home of All. Liberation. And it is, in truth, ever accessible to anyone willing to practice. This is my shower, my bath, my nectar, my sustenance.

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So good. So magical. So free. Nobody can touch me, or you, or what we are here to create. For it is all made of us. Same thing. One Being. One expanse. One Creation.

2018 is going to be amazing for everyone connected to this community and sincere about applying the teachings and upgrading this civilization.

I'm going to focus on those who want it, deserve it, are ready for it, and are loving it. Those who can see the vision of what this collective can be and what it needs in order to be that. Those who live not just to please themselves, although that is beautiful and totally allowed and welcomed as well, but it is not the goal. I am here for the Shepherds of this world. I love you and I see your purpose and wish to empower it as best I can.

We will be an online family of incredible love, power, integration, freedom, support and a collective example of infinite possibilities. An example of what humanity can be like if it chooses to match a similar vibration.

Sending you all productive and yet perfect love. May your lives streamline ever more as well, may the redundant and the untrue fall off of your beingness as effortless as leaves fall from a tree in then the timing is right.

And may your mind, body and circumstances become the vessels for everything you ever wanted to accomplish, attract, enjoy, learn, know, express and everything you came here to be for this collective transformation that is occurring.

May you leave your unique legacy successfully and in epic fashion. May 2018 be your fucking year of success and liberation from your conditioned self at the same time.

All is well. Everything is going so well for you. Every day in every way. Blessings.

With never-ending Love, as the Creator within all of you,


PS - Excited to step up into becoming a Leader/Shepherd/Upgrader? See: Shepherds, Mirrors, Leaders & Civilization Upgraders.

Even if you're not interested in the 6-month program, it's still a worthwhile read. I recommend you read the descriptions of Shepherd, Mirror, and Civilization Upgrader for inspiration.


The 'Ripping Apart' of The Collective into Parallel Realities

Disclaimer: Incredibly New Agey article ahead (they have their place and time!)

I know some of you must be tired of hearing spiritual teachers blame everything on the cosmic waves, special timelines and extremely rare blood moons and eclipses that appear practically every other day now. :D

I am too.

However, I feel like it is my responsibility to update you on my perceptions when things are excessively intense and catalyzing (and potent!). In this way, you can use those opportunities and windows of transition to align to your preferred reality, to trust itself, and allow for purification willingly and with surrender.

These translations I provide of what I sense could assist you in forming a picture of what the hell is going on and more importantly help you in generating peace of mind and camaraderie with others in the eye of the storm; where all becomes possible once again.


Even if not all of articles like these are accurate, or even any of it for that matter, the effects of these 'translations' can make a positive difference nevertheless. 

When it comes to well-being within the relative, conventional world, proper and empowered framing and context is everything.

But, as always, follow your own resonance above anything I might say or suggest.

Here goes...


Strong Winds

I have never to this date of this incarnation sensed an as unforgiving and yet potent and usable force rip through our collective as this one; stirring up all the hidden forces within and about us. And I think it'll continue to amp up. 

I am aware that my own recent circumstances might add to this perception a bit, but I am exercised enough in my seeing to be able to see beyond my own circumstances, and I believe this ripping apart is happening all around the world now with more 'pressure' and potential for 'insanity' as well as positive quantum leaping than ever before.

In short: This is a tricky but exciting time! Awareness and proper framing of what's going on is crucial.

The 'Psychic Winds of Change' blowing through our collective Mind are crazy fast and volatile at the moment and it's not showing any signs of slowing down yet.

Much like when a hurricane hits, this is the time to gather yourself and those vibrationally closest to you in silent meditation and 'hunker down' in vibrations of trust and faith until the storm purifies your environment. Stay really true in your Heart and let go of any old resistances or memories.


I tend to avoid words like 'dangerous' etc., but indeed it is a time where erratic and anomalous behavior will reach unpredictable peak states in people, especially those unaware of their shadows and blind spots. You'd be surprised how quickly someone can turn on you without any seeming heads up.

This is not to say one should not keep an open mind and heart; but stay alert and true to your intuition.

In short, you may find that there are moments where you cannot 'count' on anyone but your closest, most aware and most aligned friends. Seek out clear people and communities to whom you naturally gravitate. 

The cases of people suddenly dying, committing suicide, entering into deep depression or confusion, or 'losing their minds,' or in less extreme cases just being plain unpredictable and unreliable, seem to be increasing in the past few weeks. It's ridiculous and abnormal in its frequency in my estimation. 

Many, if not everyone, in this window of time are being tempted with negative thoughts, more than ever before in my opinion. The collective's shadow-subconscious mind is coming to a boil right now and it isn't always pretty butterflies and unicorns. A chaotic purge of sorts seems to be occurring.


The Splitting Off Into Parallel Realities

Currently co-existing realities are splitting up into parallel ones.

Few know how to truly navigate this massive ripping apart of realities into separate (parallel) ones in a harmonious way. An inner surrender and trust is crucial. And meditation. Please sit your butt down regularly and become silent and clear...

Things may get more messy before they get more harmonious and peaceful. But this collective shadow-purging and the consequent splitting off of parallel realities IS a necessary part of the process of generating an ultimately peaceful world.

One way to imagine this is Bashar's example of the trains leaving the station. Not everyone you know may be on the same train as you, and vice versa. Where up until now you have spent most of your time with those beings and reflections on the same train station--each waiting for, or seeking for, which train is their authentic train.

Currently we are in a time where everyone has entered into their own trains whether they realize it and are satisfied with it as 'their highest reality', or not. And although you can still look out of the window and see the other trains, or even run toward and jump on an alternate train if you really commit, the tracks are separating at an accelerated pace and it's becoming harder and harder to communicate with the other trains.

Most people used to stability in their circumstances and relationships are not used to handling this amount of change, pressure and choice so quickly or in such a compounded fashion.


At some point, the trains you were used to seeing around you simply disappear from view altogether and the only train you are aware of is the one you choose/chose to be on, and the only people you are aware of are those who are part of the same train (vibration).

I will not name specific examples--because this may affect some of those people--but suffice it to say that there are many key people (people who are through natural vibrational selection appointed to drive or conduct certain sub-collective trains) are themselves as representatives of these different realities going through some truly complex and fascinating journeys at this moment.

Their realities, much like mine, are being completely re-imagined and re-structured at this timing, or at least they are challenged and encouraged to. And whatever they choose will affect the people who choose to share the train with them, so to speak, to at least some degree.

I'm lucky enough to have done as much work on myself as I have that I am able to navigate complex and challenging waters with relative ease and be able to step willingly into what is asked of me without attachment to my former realities, comfort or self-image.

As a result, my experience is generally one of great and deep joy and powerful clarity/insight whenever big changes pass through my awareness. Whatever comes, I accept and navigate from there in the most exciting possible way, ever re-generating my reality from Source, and from scratch, with each opportunity and change in the tides.

This keeps me nimble and malleable, able to anticipate and flow with the highest benefit. I recommend you practice the same capacity of trusting life and not identifying with any of the changes, your body, mind, circumstances and even relationships. The last one being, admittedly, the most challenging.

BUT: letting go of even the most long-standing relationships, family members and friendships isn't necessarily a bad thing, it can be a most beautiful, forgiving and loving experience for you. Even if it isn't experienced that way on their end.

If it helps, you can think of it as 'setting each other free' rather than 'letting go.'


The Point of No Return?

I generally really dislike giving out any message that can be misinterpreted as 'doom,' and I realize this article may be misinterpreted in this way by some. However, I still want to give you guys a heads up and trust you understand that the intention is to generate a positive and inspiring energy in you as a result of reading this.

I believe in each of you and your capacity to bring empowered views into any scenario. (If you don't feel confident in this, check out Super Accelerated Living on Amazon for practical methods and understandings.)

And I believe that being more, rather than less aware of what's happening is helpful in being able to frame things more positively and thus extract from it a more empowering result.

I think we've entered into a 'belt' of energy, or rather 'timing', from which there is no return... Unlike before with other belts or 'timings,' this one causes a more abrupt, radical and irreparable 'tear' in the fabric of our chosen collectives. It's shift will be, for all intents and purposes, 'permanent.'

Like butter being boiled to purify it and separate the 'ghee' from the butter. Or like a pile of trash or objects approaching the separator/filter. Once it passes through the filter into the corresponding box to which it belongs, there is no immediate way to unseparate what has just been separated. You cannot unscramble a scrambled egg.

This irreversibility is not something to fear, you see. This is essentially a positive change, an upgrade. How willingly we choose to allow this, or how much we resist it with out linear ideas, is up to each of us.

Trust the change. Surrender to it as much as you can. Believe that you're safe and taken care of. Trust in the subtle intuitive guidance you are currently receiving in each moment.

Learn to listen deeply in silence within, and you'll know what to 'do' or not do in any given circumstance.

As I see it there is no return from this separation process in the conventional sense of the word. You will set out upon a new journey that looks different in almost every way. You will carve or follow a new path with 100% of your being, rather than just as a hobby or partial interest. Your truest alignment is calling for your full and undivided attention.


Whereas in the past, most of these intensified nexus points or 'psychic winds' might have given you a preview of what does not truly belong in your reality any longer; they generally allowed you to continue to co-exist with those non-consonant vibrations for a bit longer. 

This particular filter we're passing through right now seems quite unforgiving to me; for many of us, a permanent shift into a parallel reality within which non-consonant realities can simply no longer co-exist is occurring for everyone whether they like it or not.

I might be wrong and this may not apply to everyone, but I'd be surprised if not most of you experience some truly drastic changes over the past two months going into the next 6 or so months.

The vibrations will be too pristine and distinct in each reality to be able to continue to interact in any meaningful way with the others. Like parallel FM channels are not received by the same radio clearly simultaneously. A choice as to which reality you attune to has to be made in each moment, but is being forced upon each entity of this collective in an unapologetically loud manner, now.


A Great Opportunity

This is a great opportunity to really let go, trust in your Self, and choose the highest parallel reality you can currently envision. Open your heart and say YES to the highest you've always known possible. Try to not drag yourself down with doubt, skepticism and jadedness created from past impressions.

This is truly a beautiful and once in a lifetime opportunity in many ways. Seize it. You deserve it. And you have all the guidance you need to take a leap of faith into trusting the changes.

In practical terms, this means you will likely 'lose' certain friends, family members, or communities that you are used to be a part of, and gain others.

This can be extremely intense and difficult on our personal perceptions of needing safety, comfort, security and consistency. Hence, our ego--which is ultimately fear and lack-based--will have to face itself, or rather: you will face it as it is forced to the surface and it will be up to your free will to decide how to handle that process.

Aside from knowing and accepting/loving yourself, here's my one accelerating tip: When things get crazy chaotic to the point where your linear mind has no clue and can no longer hold on to what it thinks it knows or can manage... make a bold leap and LET GO COMPLETELY. Let the stream have you... Give it all back to God. Surrender it all. Trust. You are safe. All is well. Revel in the perfection of it all!

Stop caring about your circumstances and controlling the outcome of your relationships and environment. Let go. Life takes care of everything. You're already on the train, don't keep carrying your luggage on your head when you might as well let the train carry both you and your luggage and you feel light and free.

Your only safe chance at such junctions that are initiated from multi-dimensional and non-physical nodal points of intelligence that you will never be able to comprehend or predict with your physical mind, is to let go and trust. 

The chaos is being attracted to your life to FORCE you to turn your gaze toward the One Infinite Creator within, throw your hands in the air, and trust completely in love, and in the guidance that pulls you. 

All your life you've already been planting tons of seeds of what your truly desired reality is. Like Abraham Hicks would say: You've been putting many things into your vortex.

This is your chance to reap the benefits. This is your opportunity to harvest the fruits of your previously envisioned dreams.

When the change you've been anticipating and intending for finally comes along but requires you to trust the changes necessary for it to manifest, don't fight it with fear! Love and forgive yourself for being afraid, and know that your safest option is to let go and have faith. You are ever held in the arms of the Infinite Creator. You've never been a separate individual.

Truly, if you resist anything at this timing, you'll be torn to pieces in my opinion. Try it and see what happens if you must... but it won't be pretty. Any ego or stubbornness in this equation and it'll shred you.


Resistance truly is futile at this timing, lol. And undesirable, really. And illogical, even.

Like trying to hold on to a rock or the shore when you're being taken by a river that's flowing at the speed of sound.

If you can, don't resist. Have faith my friends. You are not alone.

The safest choice you can make right now is to stay meditative within and give up any need for security.

Trust in God, in Source, in Life... Give up the ego. Trust in the unknown and gather together with others who have faith in the unknown. Cherish each other during this time of great transition while you lovingly let go of those who no longer suit you.

It may help you as well to hold on to the highest vision, the brightest Sun of the Universal Self you can imagine. The most exciting dream you dare cherish! The time of skepticism is coming to an end. 


Forgive and Move On

Also... Don't hold anything negative against anyone in this time of rapid change. It'll only drag YOU down. 

Much like in a zombie-outbreak (forgive the graphic and erroneous analogy); you wouldn't blame your loves ones for turning into zombies and turning against you upon catching the virus.

Quite similarly, don't blame those who choose their own reality different from yours, or who fall prey to reliance upon small-minded beliefs or inherently skeptical, slow-moving views/vibrations.

Everybody is doing their best. Simply let them go and offer them the highest intentions you can while you decisively go your own way. 

Forgive those that are not capable of handling this change with the same degree of non-resistance, love and empowered awareness as you may. They deserve your compassion, and you deserve your own non-resistance to them as well, which is what compassion and forgiveness is: non-resistance to those who seem to hurt you or oppose you.

Do not cling to them by means of anger or frustration, for that is, again, like holding on to the rock on the shore of your ever increasingly rapid river.


Bless them, and bless you. This time may be remembered as The Great Letting Go. Be grateful for all you learned from them, and them from you.

Then, be happily on your way remembering that this is all a wonderful, infinite dream of the One Infinite Creator and that there is nowhere you could go that you would go wrong. The Creator is in every choice, and in every outcome to every choice. This goes for those you are letting go of or saying goodbye to in the physical illusion as well.


Hone In On Your Tribe (and merge with other tribes of similar vibration where possible)

One thing that may happen is that you'll suddenly meet or learn to more clearly recognize who's truly part of your cosmic tribe; those with the same calling/mission/vision. 

Extend your support and love and inclusion to them and stay close to them where possible while this storm is happening.

Seek out the most aligned and powerful company, and love and support one another like never before.

Keep the energy pristine, pure and keep that container 'tight' (yet your hearts fearlessly wide-open) while this hurricane washes over the Earth and clears your streets of things that don't support your highest version.

Those beings who will continue to reveal themselves as your immediate brothers and sisters are in your life boat with you as you leave the collective ship, for it's sinking. You are trying to find new shore together. 

Learn to trust and rely on one another, and keep your focus high, open, and alert/awake.

Where possible, merge your life boat with other powerful communities to generate a more powerful new sub-collective. Form a fleet as you anticipate and create a new shore together.

From the ashes of an unreliable and crumbling world, stay ever attuned to the vision of a loving, harmonious and incredibly exciting one for all. Do not fall prey to victimhood; realize you are a powerful generator.

It is whatever you say it is, 24/7.


The time to attempt to 'reach everybody' may be of the past... Or perhaps not yet entirely. We'll see. This is still unclear to me.

A lot of fluctuations and possibilities are currently turning on and off unreliably. It is challenging to predict the future when the probability-fields are themselves going haywire and interfering with one another, so to speak.

Allow those who are non-consonant with your preferred reality to fall away from your reality naturally, with love and faith that they too are taken care of by the infinite intelligence.

Be grateful for the time and learning you chose to co-create together, and forgive them and yourself for any and all inevitable learnings, or as humans would call it 'mistakes' that may have occurred between you.

May this world know peace and may innocence reign supreme, soon. I am so excited for your ever more awake civilization.

2018... Bring it. We are ready.

Peace, love, forgiveness, letting go and divine joy.


You Are The Reason I Continue

In times of seemingly overwhelming odds coming from the old, physical, established consciousness, the only motivation that keeps me on the path of public service is all you next generation souls who have been and are still coming into these bodies willingly veiling yourself from the full remembrance of who you are and why you are here.

I feel toward you the love, devotion and responsibility a pure father would feel toward his own children.

You are currently facing the contrast between your native vibrations and the vibrations of this world which you have chosen to meet and interact with, and will inevitably to an extent be distorted and confused by while incarnate.

Many of these innocent and service-to-others souls, once physical here, are deeply confused and in suffering through their greatly sensitized beingness toward their environments' suffering, malice and the negative orientation still partially present in this density on this planet. When innocence meets harshness it does not know what to do and is highly likely to grasp for confusing thoughts and distorted view taken on from its environment.

To you, my true warriors, my heroes, I say: I will never abandon you.

This world may not always get you, but I want you to know there are those of us who do. And we sympathize deeply and will always have your back.

I will continue to pave a way and meet the odds as is needed to make the changes in the collective consciousness required, so that your paths may be potentially smoother and your visions easier to execute.

I also thank all of those who came before us of for paving the way for me and my generation. To you, my elders, I say this: never feel useless or like you did not do what you could have done. You have done quite enough and then some. Your very incarnation and the vibration of your being itself made a MASSIVE difference in this world and paved a way for the next generation. By this I firmly stand no matter how confused or seemingly inactive or disempowered you may have felt throughout your incarnation. You have our undying gratitude and respect. 🙏💗

Each generation has the duty and honor to appreciate those who came before them and a responsibility to do the work required for those who will come after them.

Linear time does not separate true families. We are one continues stream of light and compassion entering this planetary sphere continuously from the beginnings of mankind to the accelerated state we currently find ourselves in, into the next golden age which I believe is Earth's imminent destiny.


You all give me the motivation and courage to continue taking the heat because you came to this planet to take it to its next iteration and show by example the innocence and love inherent in all of mankind.

We cannot give in to the naysayers of this world who are doomed to their self-imposed limitations and misconstrued projections of our pure intent until they themselves become willing to change and leave behind their inner weaponry.

I love you for the courage to come here and the risk you all willingly assume. As such I will thoroughly use this incarnation to the best of my ability supporting and empowering your mission on Earth.

Forgive me for any times I may doubt our vision, or my own path, or the people we are here to awaken--even if those moments are only seconds.

It is your hearts that remind me there is great reason to proceed. It is your untarnished innocence that I desire to protect from the outdated virus of negativity, by showing how to transmute it in an empowering way so you will not get stopped by their 'traps.'

You are my greatest priority, you are my immediate family. I'd do anything for you. You are my brothers and my sisters from the vibrations in closer resonance to the understanding of One and I will be here for you always, whatever it takes--so that your generation may finally complete the work for this civilization.

I will be here. May you find a light in my life's example, however small, especially in times of great confusion and inner doubt. May you remember to ever examine yourself but simultaneously never doubt your Heart and reason for being.

My love for you, and all of humanity, knows no bounds and no bounds to this love could ever be built.

Always have Faith. Always stay true.


Brent Wilkins, my friend, this writing is inspired by you; your life, your bravery, your honesty, your incorruptible innocence and your purity of heart. Your essence is an example to all us wanderers on Earth.

I Dedicate This To All Light-Bringers: "Do It Anyway" - by Mother Teresa

My friends. My fellow light bringers and awakeners. My brothers and sisters. Those of you who are here at this time to lead humanity into its next iteration, this is for you.

You will be misunderstood.

This world is not always ready for the light, innocence, paradox, joy, mystery, faith, love and generosity you are here to bring forth. Most of all, people are not always ready for change when they don't understand its nature. 

When you are ready to step out into the world with the intention to bring forth something new, something true, something bright, you may, for now, receive challenge and opposition.

When the world and those closest to you begin to turn their minds against you, know that it is only their minds, and not their true Self. Forgive them, for they know not what they cannot yet know.

I encourage you to focus on the love, support and friendship that does and will surround you in these times and understand that with each challenging junction in your journey, the world within and around you is being separated into parallel realities and you are faced with a real and powerful decision to make. 

Do you wish to live in a world of naysayers, skeptics, small minds and self-serving people, or do you wish to stay true to the new reality you intuit is inevitable?

Stay true. No matter what. 
Stay true to your innermost self; not your mind, but your innermost Heart.

Those who know themselves only through mind, will always doubt you and your intentions when you are coming from Heart. The mind does not have the vocabulary needed to translate or even perceive the signals coming from the Heart.

Your very existence, no matter how pure, will scare some, and all they will know to throw at you is labels and accusations in their attempt to stop you from being what they cannot yet comprehend, and therefore fear.

Expect heaps of misunderstanding from those around you, loved ones included. This is OK.

Be you anyway.

Have faith in yourself no matter what.

I love you, and in addition to the poem below, may this article be an additional source of support for you to continue courageously along your path to bring more light and love into the asylum of man: The challenging Journey to Becoming God (through being fully yourself).

Also, if you seek a supportive community, we are here and have been here for a while to support you and each other. Join our loving community on Facebook.

Jocelyn Daher sent me the following poem:

The following version of "Do It Anyway" was found written on the wall in Mother Teresa's home for children in Calcutta:

            People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered.  
Forgive them anyway.

            If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.  
Be kind anyway.

            If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies.  
Succeed anyway.

           If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. 
Be honest and sincere anyway.

            What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. 
Create anyway.

            If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. 
Be happy anyway.

            The good you do today, will often be forgotten. 
Do good anyway.

         Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. 
Give your best anyway.

         In the final analysis, it is between you and God. 
It was never between you and them anyway.

- This version is credited to Mother Teresa

Our first official response to the cult accusations

Note: This is purely our initial energetic response to the article that has circulated. We will reply in depth to the distorted assertions made at a later time, when the Sedona Experiment no longer demands our attention.


After some deliberation upon the article that we know many of you have read and have had to deal with, let me start with first with saying thank you to the author for writing and posting it.

This is hardly the first, nor will it be nearly the last article of its kind about me, or someone like me and this body of work.

Everything serves a purpose.

At some point something like this was going to arise; It always does. For people in my community, I encourage you to exhibit no anger or judgement toward the author.

The opportunity it gives us is to openly address anything that has and could arise. We have nothing to hide. In fact, much of the world lives in fear of how they will be perceived and are constantly hiding who they are and live in fear of being truly transparent.

As many of you know, one of our fundamental commitments is that you are free to be yourselves. And it will be interpreted as it will. 

We know (not without reflection and deep self examination) that our commitment is only the purest expression of people living aligned and deeply fulfilled lives. 

Because we can’t always address every individual concern presented to us, this article in question offers us a beautiful collection of all the major trigger points individuals may generally be concerned about. It is therefore a tremendous opportunity to establish without fail the heart and integrity of our work.

We encourage all who believe in our work to stay truly connected to their authentic Selves and trust that this is perfect for something; a beautiful opportunity for us all to shine a light on some collective wounds.

Anyone engaged in work of this nature knows that one perspective hardly creates truth. That anything can be taken out of context to establish any position one desires.

You could pick the most saintly figures in history and if you really wanted to, you could pick them apart and reassemble them to meet any agenda you may have in how you wish people to think of them.

This is simply the nature of being authentically public.

In my case, I have modeled many different jackets, teachings and examples within a short period of time. I understand this confuses the majority of people and may more easily evoke aggressive accusations and misunderstandings, especially given that the nature of my work also rubs many people's belief systems the wrong way.

Part of my calling is to show people that everything is possible. I knew early on that I was not going to be able to model this by playing it safe, or by limiting myself to one predictable expression over a long period of time. I knew I had to befriend inconsistency, in terms of who I was going to seem like I am to the outside world. But within, I have always been the same.

The arts of confusion and paradox are great teachings in and of themselves, as they force the student of life to examine all of their own fears, biases and projections, and most importantly, in the end: to stand on their own two feet, confident and realized and devoid of the ability to judge others based on narrow-mindedness.

Modeling paradox is not an easy journey for those who have the courage to model it, nor for those who are triggered by the modeling of it. I have great compassion for both yet I believe it is worth the challenge.

After all, is it not through great challenge that we grow the fastest? Are the harder puzzles not the most satisfying and life-changing once solved?

In our work and in what I model, we constantly ask people to up their game and let go of what they are familiar with, so that they can become purer vessels of love and wisdom for this world.

This lack of linear stability and certainty scares a lot of people, and we understand that.

As a result, labels like "narcissist" and "bipolar" have been thrown my way frequently throughout the years. After more self-scrutiny and willing personal sacrifices than I am able to recount, I have become naturally clear on who I am, beyond a shadow of a doubt.

I am not an abuser and I am not out to gain power over others. But decide for yourself.

Early on in my life, it became astoundingly clear that I was here to be of service. I realized that the only worthwhile use of my body's limited time here would be to accelerate why I am here and devote myself 100% to making a positive difference in the world.

And I encourage you to realize the same. Tirelessly do the work to clear your consciousness from bias and personal need, so that your light may shine powerfully and unfiltered.

Then become a force unto yourself, and carry that with unfailing love for others, with grace, dedication to truth, and personal integrity and transparency. It will piss people off, but that is not a good reason to give up and doubt yourself.

People often think that if you are not constantly doubting yourself it means that you are not examining yourself. These are two very different activities, learn to separate them well. People don't like doubtlessness and faith; it triggers people's fear of inequality as they think you want to think you are better than them.

The knowledge that what I truly am is ever unaffected and untouchable gave me the freedom and courage to devote myself to service-to-others and take risk where I could have easily chosen comfort and the preservation of my self-image.

That's why people are free to think as they please; I know that in the end, I have lived a thousand lives in one, and have stayed true, courageous, and devoted to the greater good of all. I have given it my all. 

I am not going to apologize for being myself and fully expressed, or for my expression triggering others, because I would not want you to, either.

I am not being afraid to share all aspects of myself. After all I encourage authenticity and transparency. In a world where that is certainly not the norm. Then again normal is not what we are after. 

The author of this article was out to create a false, sensationalist piece, and my transparency and paradoxical, but innocent, expressions over the years made this an easy picture for her to paint. 

We are available for examination of self and encourage positive engagement of the thousands who have other views to share of their participation in this work, as opposed to just the one biased view that this article represents. 

This really is a beautiful time to watch the community in Sedona, as well as the world-wide community, come together and offer other communities an example to hopefully be inspired by. Let us respond to things like this with examination, love and confidence.

If I have any upset over this, it is for the people who have put in tremendous effort and commitment to applying the work and elevating their lives and are now left represented as people who have no ability to discern and are lost in their following of me. 

That is quite an assertion to make and honors no one. There is ever so much more to an entity than meets the eye. This is part of the message I wish to embody through my occasionally paradoxical appearances:

Never judge the surface of any situation, person or motivation. In fact never judge at all--See beyond the surface and be free. Be love.

Have faith in what's true within another. Always have faith in their awakening and in who they truly are, even if they cannot see it yet themselves. This has been our approach toward the author throughout this time, from the moment we met her.

Let this be an example, of how if we wish to survive as a species (let alone thrive) we need to learn to get over ourselves and commit ourselves to something greater than our own points of view and our desire for validation and safety.

I am about to engage in an intensive retreat where, for me, the quality of people's lives is at stake. And for the next two weeks that is where my attention will be. 

Know this: My organization and I are fully congruent amongst ourselves, brighter and more in love with our service than ever. After the retreat we will be available to examine all that has been asserted and will reply in greater detail in due time.

Love and Light,
Bentinho & Team

Let me finish by sharing this poem that I've fallen in love with. Meditate on it deeply, and watch your impure intentions dissolve into love.

It is a prayer that was found scrawled on a piece of wrapping paper in the Ravensbruck Concentration camp (where 92,000 women and children died). Some sources say it was found on the body or in the clothing of a dead child.


Remember not only the men and women of good will
but all those of ill will.

Do not only remember all the sufferings they have subjected us to.
Remember the fruits we brought forth thanks to this suffering –

Our comradeship
Our loyalty
Our humility
Our courage and generosity,
the greatness of heart that all of this inspired.

And when they come to judgement,
let all those fruits we have borne
be their reward
and their forgiveness.



Read Infinite Expansion, Endless Love, an older article which echoes my current sentiments.